Exams were officially over since tues!!!! Woohooo, jump 4 joy people!!!!! but sumhow, tho i dunno why, i don't feel as excited or doin sum hardcore partying compared 2 last yr when i jus finished PMR! Itz like i'm hungover from drinking too much booze(obviously i hvnt la) oni cos d two weeks of exam couldnt have gone by fast enuf, how i even survived bein cooped up in d room studying 4 xtra longer hours than usual(last minute, XP) was a miracle in itself!!!!As usual a few results are back and all i can say is so far all is NOT good! i noe in terms of reading subs, all fail already as i studied last minute...hehe.

A recount of Tues :

After exams i went home late as usual and did d normal after-schl stuff, xpecting nothing out of the ordinary to happen. I rushed to be ready to open my hse door 4 michelle, whu was supposed 2 cum over for fun @ around 2pm. Normally she would alwiz b here on d dot....tat day she was 20 min late...n i stil din suspect anything fishy goin on..lol. @ last around 2.20 she texted me n sed she reached already n instantly i heard d front gate bein unlocked. I was surprised 2 c Michelle AND Joveen....and a King's cake box!!!!!!!! they were giggling non-stop n in btween giggles, bth of them sed dis wuz my belated buffdae celebration!!!! lol...i was shocked beyond words.....according to mich, dey had planned it long ago in Sept(my actual BD mth). Chun la u guys...u guys r gr8 actresses...lol...i seriously had no idea tau...fu-yoh!! It seems my othr close pals lyk Su Ann, Atiqah n Miss Tai Yee Won were in on dis lil surprise tho dey couldnt make it....esp tiqah...if u reading dis ah...thx so much yea...i everyday ckp dgn u n u cam normal aje...lol..then when i asked wad r they gonna do aftr schl, they were lyk :

Michelle : Either sleep or online

Joveen : Either watch tv or sleep or online

Su Ann : Sleep

Atiqah : Watch tv

....so obviously I didn't suspect a thing la!!!! thx so much u guys!!! btw my surprise cake was mocha chocolate cake(same as Berry's American choc cake but waaaaaaaaaaaay betta) V talked abt everything under the sun!!! lol. N i am so ashamed 2 admit tat they saw my jakun-ni-fied-ness!!! Omg, plz jo n mich x tel any1 d ting tat u saw me didnt noe hw 2 do tat day. Plz....

ytd n 2day, tho i woke up abt 10 plus, mum dint say anythin...lol...yay thx mum!! dunno y ytd i felt tat my bro, kenneth(Ken) wuz alwiz cari-ing pasal wth me....haih..i say sumthin in a normal voice n he's lyk seething while askin me calmly wads my prob n y am i shouting!!!! sheesh! then @ nite my fam n i went 2 F4, a warehse-like chinese restaurant behind d Giant area dere. again, i wuz jus helpin len, my younger bro 2 stack up d xtra chairs surrounding our table n he geleng-gelengkan tat kepala of his n tel me in a mocking tone..."Itz jus a chair,Den." He tot i wuz bz choosing a nice, clean chair or sumthin kua. Neway, I wuz so annoyed by it...fine, call me sensitive or whatever la, but i dahla wuz so angry wth him d wholeday but managed 2 control my temper frm flaring out @ him adi...now he cari pasal again pulak!!!! obviously i wuz dam giler annoyed,irritated,pissed,etc. I din bother xplaining 2 him tat I wuz jus helping d youngest bro....so i pulak asked him wads his prob la!!! then as usual my dad go kpc n asked me in a mocking tone "Ooh Den, r u angry?" Wad 2 say 2 tat i aso dunno...i jus kept glaring @ him silently! haih! dad, if ur reading this, u shud noe hw i feel abt ytd...yala mebbe im being xtremely sensitive n u readers mite b tinkin " Omg, liddat oni ma...every1 aso wil b liddat in d world wan ma nxt time" then save it cos i dun wanna hear it! jus accept it tat im liddat altho im alwiz puttin on a brave front cos i dun wan u guys 2 c me cry. Yes, dear michelle, ur ding-dong fwen here is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay sensitive.....haih...i noe i noe...i got 2 learn 2 b tougher on d inside....XD

2day leh ok la...spend most of d day studying lo(SHOCKER!...lol). read sej chap 7-8 summore :) then supposed 2 go swimming wan wth bros as part of our weekly xcersise routine @ 3K but rain poured non-stop so wad 2 do ah....? tak jd go, so slept 4 hlf hr then woke up n studied sej lo...depressing la...i seriously cant imagine myself being cooped up in my room wholeday nxt yr cos of spm...i'll pengsan la! but wad 2 do....tho end yr exm d, im stil failing most of d readin subs(DAM U ADD MATHS!). so nd 2 reali buck up lo durin hols....if x sure hv my work cut out 4 me nxt yr.....:(

woke up @ 10 plus 4 church...father O.C talked abt how we must show our gratitude n thk everyone around us 4 d things tat they have done 4 us...im so guilty of x doin tat often!!! heehe...so thx chelle, su ann, sammie,evie, steph,ken,len,jojo,joveen,ywon,atiqah,fairuz,vivian,felicity,joy,sue wei n all u othr ppl whu hv been there 4 me thru thick n thin yea!!! *hugs*

neway later went 4 lunch @ a banana leaf coffeshop in pj - yummy!!! ikan bawal putih is lyk dam freakin terrific wei...so crunchy summore when itz hot!!!! then later balik n played Scrabble with mum n my youngest bro,leonard(len). Len won!!!! haih...he go use all d big big i-neva-heard-of-in-my-entire-life words tat he learned frm his on9 games....:(

then around 3.30 went shopping in Mid Valley with mum til 8!!! woohoo!!! it wuz a girl's nite out ma...thx mumsie!!!! i bot two 3/4 khaki pants tat were on half price sale n a mini bottle of pure white nail polish...hehe...n i finally bot my long.....long.....necklace. haha
mum aso bot a dam nice baby-doll top frm envee!!! then 4 dinner went 2 d ultra-delicious n xtra fast punya service @ Madam Kwan's!!!! seriously, their nasi lemak n hmemade mushroom soup is heavenly!!! mum wuz so kind 2 get us baskin jus b4 v balik. i ordered d less sinful n low-fat perils of praline which is my fave! mum had hur usual rum n raisin....sedap leh mum???

BTW, Happy 17 Birthday to Miss Evie Toh Kheng Lin!!! <3>

tats all 4 now...

denise
xoxoxo

Let's go back to my happier days; my childhood, or rather, my infancy. I was a young baby, barely a year old, rolling about and playing on my couch. I was happy. Unfortunately, my ever-so-thoughtful sister, Denise, happened to be passing at that moment in time. I must have looked adorable, 'cos in two seconds I got my ears pulled, my cheeks pinched and my soft hair ruffled. Woe.
Until now, my sister constantly reminds me who's boss in the household. I am punished beyond belief, enduring harsh beatings and insults; mockery of my very existence. One small step out of line and PIAK, I get the living shit slapped out of me.
But before you readers of this post jump to judge my sister and her er, disciplinary ways, hear me out a bit.

My sister has been my rock, my stronghold and my fortress. She has always been there for me, lending me her shoulder to cry on, and listening to my troubles. She advises me so often; therefore I did not end up in rehab. More than that, she is my best fwen. We chat all the time, about school-life, guys *giggles*, stories, studies, our goals and our feelings. Therefore, without her, my life would be as dark as Yuvanesh (sorry, mate) with a sunburn.
Thanks Den, for always being there for me, for the good times, the bad times, and the fished-up-sampai-I-want-you-to-take-a-hike times. Since it's Hari Raya today..
Maaf atas tiap masa adik ko Ken buat ko "frus", ya? Maaf zahir dan batin!