Sunday, March 29, 2009
I looove the close-toed one better but *drools* this is gorgeous too :) where 2 get?!?!?!
where can i find this type of cover-the toes wedge heels??? mee loveee :) &&&....
my all-time fave canvas ballet flats,I prefer it to be in black or white of course...and with no heel...must be really flat :)********************************
Heyy, so its been slightly over a week that I've not blogged,hehe. Lemme just start by saying Confessions of a Shopaholic was an okay movie only. I preferred Bride Wars, though Isla Fisher is one of my top fave female comedians :)
oh and also....
Happy 18th Birthday,again, to Joveen dearest :) Mich & I took her out to Pyramid last Friday for retail therapy style celebration, both of us ended up not getting anything, Jo got herself two tops from Padini Concept Store for college. Jo, u didn't get ur heels :P
Earth Hour was yesterday, and yes, my family and I switched off....90% of our house lights, the remaining 10% percent of the lights couldn't be switched off cos it belonged in the brothers' bearded dragon & gecko cages, they can't survive w/o that artificial light so hehe. Meanwhile the fam & I celebrated the event in Bubba Gump,Pyramid. Only the area surrounding Pyramid's lionhead was in darkness but, for business reasons, the retail outlets did not participate in the 1 hour vigil.
The driving school guy had communication probs with me...ugh...I still say their irresponsible but yeah I know that I should have called a few days in advance to confirm my driving appointment...*sighs*
I have mixed feelings about everything right now, its like a weird combination of being mellow, free-spirited and emo? *has a silent five-minute pity-party* Okay, I'm done. Lol.
Btw, thanks Bryan Lim Chee Meng (Mich's bro) for using the I'm-gonna-bug-the-hell-outta-you-till-you-join-Facebook's-Pet-Society tactic cos yeah I'll admit, Pet Society IS fun. heh heh :P
PS : "Would you give me a second chance if I said I'm sorry, or would you say it
doesn't matter anymore?"
doesn't matter anymore?"
PPS : "I DON'T wanna lose what we have, but I feel that we're so different now...I want things to go back to the way they were...can we at least try?"
But no matter how different we are in the future or even right now, I want you to know that u'll always be the first one I'll update my life 'happenings' to, the first person I'll always turn to in times of trouble anddddd the only one that I know will 'willingly' put up with my absurd,insane,random,crazy antics/blonde moments/freaking lame jokes/sarcasm/absolutely random topics of conversation :)
Thank Q, you.
xoxoxoxo
till next time,denise ;
Sunday, March 29, 2009;
Sunday, March 29, 2009;
Friday, March 20, 2009
I am suddenly going crazy & continually browsing for clothes from many different sites. I love the jeans/pants/skinnies/skirts from the US label , 7 For All Mankind! Zee clothess are just maqnifique :) I have died and gone to heaven...clothes heaven,lol while browsing through that site. Though I know its crazily overpriced, it being a US label & all, I still can't help longing for every single article of clothing in that shop :(
Here, see for yourselves: http://www.7forallmankind.com/
& I'm in love with US's Topshop....it will be the understatement to say its overpriced & wayyy over my budget, but somehow the range of articles of clothing in Msia's Topshop stores can die -.- The US wan makes me rambang mata lol :P
& who could forget the Padini store's website, aahhhhh....i loveeee <333
Here, see for yourselves: http://www.7forallmankind.com/
& I'm in love with US's Topshop....it will be the understatement to say its overpriced & wayyy over my budget, but somehow the range of articles of clothing in Msia's Topshop stores can die -.- The US wan makes me rambang mata lol :P
& who could forget the Padini store's website, aahhhhh....i loveeee <333
till next time,denise ;
Friday, March 20, 2009;
Friday, March 20, 2009;
Thursday, March 19, 2009
I want to read Coraline desperately!!!! & I can't wait for the movie version to hit cinemas sometime this year!! Okay I take it back, Neil Gaiman rocks, and he has a wonderful sense of humour :)
here's the plot :
Before the tale begins, Coraline and her parents move into a new apartment. Coraline's parents are always busy with their work and pay her little attention. Isolated, Coraline goes off to explore. She meets the other inhabitants of the house, two elderly women retired from the stage and an even older man who trains mice, and finds a locked door in the drawing room, though the entrance beyond is bricked up. The next day she takes the key to the door, opens it, and finds a dark corridor leading to an apartment which duplicates her own. This alternate world is inhabited by her Other Mother and Other Father, who are near-replications of her real parents, except they have buttons for eyes. These Other parents first seem more interesting, fun and caring than her real parents. At the day's end, Coraline's Other Mother offers her a chance to stay in this world forever if Coraline will sew buttons over her eyes. Coraline decides she would rather go home, much to the disappointment of her Other Mother.
Upon her return to her flat, Coraline finds her real parents are missing. They do not return by the next day, and Coraline, discovering they were kidnapped by her Other Mother, resolves to rescue them. Coraline travels again to the Other Mother's world. After angering her Other Mother by refusing to accept gifts or love, she is trapped behind a mirror as punishment. There Coraline meets the souls of three children from different eras whom the Other Mother entrapped then tossed aside when she wearied of them. After escaping the room, Coraline challenges the Other Mother in a game to find the children's souls and her parents within the Other Parents' world, using her wits and a seeing stone received from her neighbors. Coraline finds the others' souls and escapes to the real world, forcing the door closed on the Other Mother and severing her hand. Back in her apartment, Coraline finds her parents safe and sound.
The next night, Coraline discovers her task is not done. The Other Mother's severed hand, which is still in Coraline's world, attempts to steal the key so the Other Mother can exact her revenge, but Coraline lures the hand to a well and tricks it into falling in with the key, ridding the world of the danger of the Other Mother forever.
Upon her return to her flat, Coraline finds her real parents are missing. They do not return by the next day, and Coraline, discovering they were kidnapped by her Other Mother, resolves to rescue them. Coraline travels again to the Other Mother's world. After angering her Other Mother by refusing to accept gifts or love, she is trapped behind a mirror as punishment. There Coraline meets the souls of three children from different eras whom the Other Mother entrapped then tossed aside when she wearied of them. After escaping the room, Coraline challenges the Other Mother in a game to find the children's souls and her parents within the Other Parents' world, using her wits and a seeing stone received from her neighbors. Coraline finds the others' souls and escapes to the real world, forcing the door closed on the Other Mother and severing her hand. Back in her apartment, Coraline finds her parents safe and sound.
The next night, Coraline discovers her task is not done. The Other Mother's severed hand, which is still in Coraline's world, attempts to steal the key so the Other Mother can exact her revenge, but Coraline lures the hand to a well and tricks it into falling in with the key, ridding the world of the danger of the Other Mother forever.
Sounds interesting yet creepy eh? Im game to read it anyway :)
PS : Alexis Grace from American Idol shouldnt have been voted out this week...either Scott or Michael should have gone, because of their song choice this week...though I love the both of them.
till next time,denise ;
Thursday, March 19, 2009;
Thursday, March 19, 2009;
Saturday, March 14, 2009
I know, I know, I've said it a thousand times and y'all are probably sick and tired of hearing me complain that I've been getting fatter since chinese new year. But today is the last straw, I already am scared shitless everytime I think of my high cholesterol level and my sedentary lifestyle is so not helping. & for those of y'all who know me well, u'll know that I'm one who's scared of pain....even thinking of something that involves anyone(myself included) getting hurt or seeing gore just makes me quiver in fear. Blood is okay, as long as there is not too much of it. So, I always tell myself that people with severe diabetes have to have their legs amputated, and that is enough to scare me off unhealthy food.....but, only for a few days. Okay, a mental image of an amputated leg just flashed in my mind and I can feel the bile rising up in my throat. I guess one could say that I'm as fragile and princess-ey as a porcelain/china doll like that.
Anyway just to update and knock some sense into myself about my unhealthy eating habits when dear ol Evie is practically a full-blown vegetarian during this 40 day Lent period for us Christians.
Okay so today started off bright and early for me at 10am, which was bfast with mum at the newly opened Bliss 33 Cafe in USJ 2, next to the F & G mart. Then it was back to the humble abode to bake choc chip cupcakes with mum, which turned out alright but amateurish... :( I couldn't feel the crunchiness of the icing sugar unlike in store-bought cupcakes and the chips weren't blended in with the batter till it became fine. The manual labour(cake mixer was being a royal pain by refusing to cooperate!!) was killing us so we took our sweet(pun intended!) time and managed to steal a bite out of one of the cupcakes at 6pm.....we dilly-dallied for very long lol. At 6.15pm we rushed to Aunt Chris's hse to pick her and grandma up and proceeded to pick Aunt Sally up from her home in PJ before heading to dine at Eyuzu Japanese Restaurant in Eastin Hotel, PJ for gran's 74th birthday dinner. The spread was worth the money as there were many many varieties of food available for our dining pleasure and the raw foods were so, so fresh :) I ate like a pig lah, I'm embarassed to admit. -.- We drove back to Aunt Sally's place for the cake-cutting ceremony...black forest cake, I wasn't gaga over it, but it was heavenly nonetheless. Now back home, happily chatting away to Mich and Hariz until somebody said its past my bedtime, wtf! I'm turning 18 for goodness sake!!!
So I'm going to bed now...reluctantly -.-
PS : SPM results was somewhat expected and somewhat shocking in the case of my Phy,Bio,Add Maths and Sej results. O.O
Greeeaaaaaaaat, college is starting again on Mon while the younger people have their week of hols..ugh, its no fun being the older generation sometimes -.-
Anyway just to update and knock some sense into myself about my unhealthy eating habits when dear ol Evie is practically a full-blown vegetarian during this 40 day Lent period for us Christians.
Okay so today started off bright and early for me at 10am, which was bfast with mum at the newly opened Bliss 33 Cafe in USJ 2, next to the F & G mart. Then it was back to the humble abode to bake choc chip cupcakes with mum, which turned out alright but amateurish... :( I couldn't feel the crunchiness of the icing sugar unlike in store-bought cupcakes and the chips weren't blended in with the batter till it became fine. The manual labour(cake mixer was being a royal pain by refusing to cooperate!!) was killing us so we took our sweet(pun intended!) time and managed to steal a bite out of one of the cupcakes at 6pm.....we dilly-dallied for very long lol. At 6.15pm we rushed to Aunt Chris's hse to pick her and grandma up and proceeded to pick Aunt Sally up from her home in PJ before heading to dine at Eyuzu Japanese Restaurant in Eastin Hotel, PJ for gran's 74th birthday dinner. The spread was worth the money as there were many many varieties of food available for our dining pleasure and the raw foods were so, so fresh :) I ate like a pig lah, I'm embarassed to admit. -.- We drove back to Aunt Sally's place for the cake-cutting ceremony...black forest cake, I wasn't gaga over it, but it was heavenly nonetheless. Now back home, happily chatting away to Mich and Hariz until somebody said its past my bedtime, wtf! I'm turning 18 for goodness sake!!!
So I'm going to bed now...reluctantly -.-
PS : SPM results was somewhat expected and somewhat shocking in the case of my Phy,Bio,Add Maths and Sej results. O.O
Greeeaaaaaaaat, college is starting again on Mon while the younger people have their week of hols..ugh, its no fun being the older generation sometimes -.-
till next time,denise ;
Saturday, March 14, 2009;
Saturday, March 14, 2009;
Saturday, March 7, 2009
Gosh so bored at home though soo glad its hols next week,I didn't know the hols applied to us CIMP-ians only,even other colleges have class next week. Cant wait for the March intake people to start college,it'l be a chance 2 make new friends again,though they'll be segregated from us most of the time. I wanna start my first driving lesson during the hols,it'll be more productive.
Dad got me a new laptop, HP Compaq :) its good,very high-tech and all :P
The brothers got a bearded dragon for their belated UPSR & PMR reward. Its very tame,but the cage is damn nice for a reptile pet and huge cause it can grow really big in just six months from now....its medium-sized rite now..its reddish brown.
SPM results out on Thurs,cant wait to go back to school again.
Neways, in college I have a real funny Pakistani guy friend who's damn sporting....Ali. Ali makes me laugh non-stop throughout math class,but he's one hell of a daredevil after school hours!! Just the other day he jumped down from the first floor's balcony into the carpark on the ground floor. I shouted like his mother for him to get down & don't be silly, but nooo...he jumped anyway, breaking a pipe and flashing me smug toothy grins when he landed smoothly on the balls of his feet. A small crowd gathered to watch his stunt cause they taught he was about to attempt suicide or something. Tough luck folks, show's over :P & he's damn gross...ate paper & raw oats while giving people who stare at him weirdly the wtf look. LOL it was a sight to see I tell u haha. He keeps pestering me to find him a GF, but picky with all my choices...ish. He's witty too, all his comeback phrases never failshe's so damn to send everyone into peals of laughter. He keeps teasing poor Bob about his preference for she-males, so much so that our math lecturer, Pn Dzura sometimes jokingly marks Bob's attendance as 1.5 people...lol....one male Bob, one female Bob & one she-male Bob. LOL the she-male jokes in class never gets old though I sometimes pity Bob who always blushes like mad when that happens. If you don't get it, nevermind lol, its an inside joke :P
Pn Dzura,Mr.Tan & Mr. Plouffe rock in their own ways man!!! :P
Dad got me a new laptop, HP Compaq :) its good,very high-tech and all :P
The brothers got a bearded dragon for their belated UPSR & PMR reward. Its very tame,but the cage is damn nice for a reptile pet and huge cause it can grow really big in just six months from now....its medium-sized rite now..its reddish brown.
SPM results out on Thurs,cant wait to go back to school again.
Neways, in college I have a real funny Pakistani guy friend who's damn sporting....Ali. Ali makes me laugh non-stop throughout math class,but he's one hell of a daredevil after school hours!! Just the other day he jumped down from the first floor's balcony into the carpark on the ground floor. I shouted like his mother for him to get down & don't be silly, but nooo...he jumped anyway, breaking a pipe and flashing me smug toothy grins when he landed smoothly on the balls of his feet. A small crowd gathered to watch his stunt cause they taught he was about to attempt suicide or something. Tough luck folks, show's over :P & he's damn gross...ate paper & raw oats while giving people who stare at him weirdly the wtf look. LOL it was a sight to see I tell u haha. He keeps pestering me to find him a GF, but picky with all my choices...ish. He's witty too, all his comeback phrases never failshe's so damn to send everyone into peals of laughter. He keeps teasing poor Bob about his preference for she-males, so much so that our math lecturer, Pn Dzura sometimes jokingly marks Bob's attendance as 1.5 people...lol....one male Bob, one female Bob & one she-male Bob. LOL the she-male jokes in class never gets old though I sometimes pity Bob who always blushes like mad when that happens. If you don't get it, nevermind lol, its an inside joke :P
Pn Dzura,Mr.Tan & Mr. Plouffe rock in their own ways man!!! :P
till next time,denise ;
Saturday, March 07, 2009;
Saturday, March 07, 2009;
Wednesday, March 4, 2009
39 Tips for Better Life - 2009
1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.
3. Buy a DVD and tape your late night shows and get more sleep.
4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to __________ today.'
5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2008.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, tai chi, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants 11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new and flowing energy into your life.
14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.
17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You DON'T have to win every argument. Agree to disagree..
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. What other people think of you is none of your business.
28. GOD heals almost everything.
29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
31. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
33. The best is yet to come.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. Do the right thing!
36. Call your family often
37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for __________. Today I accomplished _________.
38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.
May your troubles be less, May your blessings be more, May nothing but happiness come through your door!
Man GETS and FORGETS GOD GIVES AND FORGIVES!!
Forgive & forget easily, its the best way to live life to the fullest, from my experience :)
1. Take a 10-30 minute walk every day. And while you walk, smile. It is the ultimate anti-depressant.
2. Sit in silence for at least 10 minutes each day. Buy a lock if you have to.
3. Buy a DVD and tape your late night shows and get more sleep.
4. When you wake up in the morning complete the following statement, 'My purpose is to __________ today.'
5. Live with the 3 E's -- Energy, Enthusiasm, and Empathy.
6. Play more games and read more books than you did in 2008.
7. Make time to practice meditation, yoga, tai chi, and prayer. They provide us with daily fuel for our busy lives.
8. Spend time with people over the age of 70 and under the age of 6.
9. Dream more while you are awake.
10. Eat more foods that grow on trees and plants and eat less food that is manufactured in plants 11. Drink green tea and plenty of water. Eat blueberries, wild Alaskan salmon, broccoli, almonds & walnuts.
12. Try to make at least three people smile each day.
13. Clear clutter from your house, your car, your desk and let new and flowing energy into your life.
14. Don't waste your precious energy on gossip, energy vampires, issues of the past, negative thoughts or things you cannot control. Instead invest your energy in the positive present moment.
15. Realize that life is a school and you are here to learn. Problems are simply part of the curriculum that appear and fade away like algebra class but the lessons you learn will last a lifetime.
16. Eat breakfast like a king, lunch like a prince and dinner like a college kid with a maxed out charge card.
17. Smile and laugh more. It will keep the energy vampires away.
18. Life isn't fair, but it's still good.
19. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone.
20. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does.
21. You DON'T have to win every argument. Agree to disagree..
22. Make peace with your past so it won't spoil the present.
23. Don't compare your life to others. You have no idea what their journey is all about.
24. No one is in charge of your happiness except you.
25. Frame every so-called disaster with these words: 'In five years, will this matter?'
26. Forgive everyone for everything.
27. What other people think of you is none of your business.
28. GOD heals almost everything.
29. However good or bad a situation is, it will change.
30. Your job won't take care of you when you are sick. Your friends will. Stay in touch.
31. Get rid of anything that isn't useful, beautiful or joyful.
32. Envy is a waste of time. You already have all you need.
33. The best is yet to come.
34. No matter how you feel, get up, dress up and show up.
35. Do the right thing!
36. Call your family often
37. Each night before you go to bed complete the following statements: I am thankful for __________. Today I accomplished _________.
38. Remember that you are too blessed to be stressed.
39. Enjoy the ride. Remember this is not Disney World and you certainly don't want a fast pass. You only have one ride through life so make the most of it and enjoy the ride.
May your troubles be less, May your blessings be more, May nothing but happiness come through your door!
Man GETS and FORGETS GOD GIVES AND FORGIVES!!
Forgive & forget easily, its the best way to live life to the fullest, from my experience :)
till next time,denise ;
Wednesday, March 04, 2009;
Wednesday, March 04, 2009;
Monday, March 2, 2009
I just don't do pathetic excuses very well.
Kapish??!
On a brighter note, its holidays next week :) Gosh, dreading the HW load already...teachers like seeing us suffer -.- hopefully we get to go to Awana,PD or Pulau Redang as mum mentioned the other day, I'm in desperate need of a holiday.
Pop songs make my day as they drown out reality, even if its only for three minutes.
Movies I will never understand why people find it soooo nice though yes I am aware that different people have different tastes :
1. Twilight...what's sooo great about Edward Cullen???
2. Slumdog Millionaire - one or two Oscar winnings I can believe, but 8???!!!
3. PS, I Love You (people almost like it as much as twilight -.-)
4. Kung-fu Panda - i still don't get what's so funny about it.
5. Seven Pounds - so long & draggy
Btw, I hate movies that ends with oh, it was all a dream or like their actually dead but can't accept i kind of thing...and movies or books with hanging endings....ugh...
Kapish??!
On a brighter note, its holidays next week :) Gosh, dreading the HW load already...teachers like seeing us suffer -.- hopefully we get to go to Awana,PD or Pulau Redang as mum mentioned the other day, I'm in desperate need of a holiday.
Pop songs make my day as they drown out reality, even if its only for three minutes.
Movies I will never understand why people find it soooo nice though yes I am aware that different people have different tastes :
1. Twilight...what's sooo great about Edward Cullen???
2. Slumdog Millionaire - one or two Oscar winnings I can believe, but 8???!!!
3. PS, I Love You (people almost like it as much as twilight -.-)
4. Kung-fu Panda - i still don't get what's so funny about it.
5. Seven Pounds - so long & draggy
Btw, I hate movies that ends with oh, it was all a dream or like their actually dead but can't accept i kind of thing...and movies or books with hanging endings....ugh...
till next time,denise ;
Monday, March 02, 2009;
Monday, March 02, 2009;
The past week has indeed been an emotional roller coaster for me.
In college, S was being an ass as usual....-.- S actually told my English lecturer to his face that English class was not doing him any good cos its boring. I mean, even if you really do think so, don't embarass the man in front of the entire class lah!!!!!! I can't stand S's arrogance & I'm-smarter-than-everyone-including-the-teacher attitude! So `tak pas' as my English lecturer would say...grr!! & I think S is a sexist too...-.-
& yeah michelle & hui lynn, grrr I'm dumbfounded by the latest development in the rihanna-chris brown case...the latest news is R is back together with C.B!!! Doesn't the woman ever learn???!!! Pfft!!!
Okay on a more emo note, Kiran's(college friend) parting words of advice last friday was something along the lines of some of her friendships in high school breaking off naturally now that she's in college,for various reasons...I can't be like u, Kiran...i wanna hold on to the friendship for as long as I can....I can hear her saying I'm soo naive right about now :P
Anyway, I feel that I wanna be naive for as long as possible, hoping that somehow the bonds we formed as friends won't just go down the drain like that. *snaps fingers* I feel that its plain insanity that I am always the one who has to keep the friendship going by calling you up,what's so darn hard about picking up the damn phone and calling me every once in awhile, even if you are "very busy"?? But seriously, you really think I was born yesterday,huh?? I too am freaking busy with shitloads of projects & assignments from college BUT yet I don't make up pathetic excuses like that, instead I make the time to call or hang out with my other friends,its not rocket science you know. Even if you talk over the phone for only 20minutes everyday with me or your other friends for that matter,its the effort that counts lah for goodness sake. & if u don't call but do other things to keep in touch, I'd still understand, but the question is, do you?!?!
I really don't want our friendship to just die out here and now....in the past, I have been the `doormat' in the sense that I always make an effort to ensure our frienship lasts by calling you up just to chat, but I am not gonna be that person anymore...it just hurts to know you don't care. I keep praying every night that God will change you in some way, hope His message gets to you somehow. I keep holding on to those moments of happiness we shared together, but it's obvious you don't feel the same, or else you would have called a long time ago. *sighs...I guess I have to start accepting the fact that our friendship has come to a natural end, I wish you the best in life.
PS : Being the leader puts you in awkward & uncomfortable situations -.-
In college, S was being an ass as usual....-.- S actually told my English lecturer to his face that English class was not doing him any good cos its boring. I mean, even if you really do think so, don't embarass the man in front of the entire class lah!!!!!! I can't stand S's arrogance & I'm-smarter-than-everyone-including-the-teacher attitude! So `tak pas' as my English lecturer would say...grr!! & I think S is a sexist too...-.-
& yeah michelle & hui lynn, grrr I'm dumbfounded by the latest development in the rihanna-chris brown case...the latest news is R is back together with C.B!!! Doesn't the woman ever learn???!!! Pfft!!!
Okay on a more emo note, Kiran's(college friend) parting words of advice last friday was something along the lines of some of her friendships in high school breaking off naturally now that she's in college,for various reasons...I can't be like u, Kiran...i wanna hold on to the friendship for as long as I can....I can hear her saying I'm soo naive right about now :P
Anyway, I feel that I wanna be naive for as long as possible, hoping that somehow the bonds we formed as friends won't just go down the drain like that. *snaps fingers* I feel that its plain insanity that I am always the one who has to keep the friendship going by calling you up,what's so darn hard about picking up the damn phone and calling me every once in awhile, even if you are "very busy"?? But seriously, you really think I was born yesterday,huh?? I too am freaking busy with shitloads of projects & assignments from college BUT yet I don't make up pathetic excuses like that, instead I make the time to call or hang out with my other friends,its not rocket science you know. Even if you talk over the phone for only 20minutes everyday with me or your other friends for that matter,its the effort that counts lah for goodness sake. & if u don't call but do other things to keep in touch, I'd still understand, but the question is, do you?!?!
I really don't want our friendship to just die out here and now....in the past, I have been the `doormat' in the sense that I always make an effort to ensure our frienship lasts by calling you up just to chat, but I am not gonna be that person anymore...it just hurts to know you don't care. I keep praying every night that God will change you in some way, hope His message gets to you somehow. I keep holding on to those moments of happiness we shared together, but it's obvious you don't feel the same, or else you would have called a long time ago. *sighs...I guess I have to start accepting the fact that our friendship has come to a natural end, I wish you the best in life.
PS : Being the leader puts you in awkward & uncomfortable situations -.-
till next time,denise ;
Monday, March 02, 2009;
Monday, March 02, 2009;