ytd n 2day, tho i woke up abt 10 plus, mum dint say anythin...lol...yay thx mum!! dunno y ytd i felt tat my bro, kenneth(Ken) wuz alwiz cari-ing pasal wth me....haih..i say sumthin in a normal voice n he's lyk seething while askin me calmly wads my prob n y am i shouting!!!! sheesh! then @ nite my fam n i went 2 F4, a warehse-like chinese restaurant behind d Giant area dere. again, i wuz jus helpin len, my younger bro 2 stack up d xtra chairs surrounding our table n he geleng-gelengkan tat kepala of his n tel me in a mocking tone..."Itz jus a chair,Den." He tot i wuz bz choosing a nice, clean chair or sumthin kua. Neway, I wuz so annoyed by it...fine, call me sensitive or whatever la, but i dahla wuz so angry wth him d wholeday but managed 2 control my temper frm flaring out @ him adi...now he cari pasal again pulak!!!! obviously i wuz dam giler annoyed,irritated,pissed,etc. I din bother xplaining 2 him tat I wuz jus helping d youngest bro....so i pulak asked him wads his prob la!!! then as usual my dad go kpc n asked me in a mocking tone "Ooh Den, r u angry?" Wad 2 say 2 tat i aso dunno...i jus kept glaring @ him silently! haih! dad, if ur reading this, u shud noe hw i feel abt ytd...yala mebbe im being xtremely sensitive n u readers mite b tinkin " Omg, liddat oni ma...every1 aso wil b liddat in d world wan ma nxt time" then save it cos i dun wanna hear it! jus accept it tat im liddat altho im alwiz puttin on a brave front cos i dun wan u guys 2 c me cry. Yes, dear michelle, ur ding-dong fwen here is waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay sensitive.....haih...i noe i noe...i got 2 learn 2 b tougher on d inside....XD

2day leh ok la...spend most of d day studying lo(SHOCKER!...lol). read sej chap 7-8 summore :) then supposed 2 go swimming wan wth bros as part of our weekly xcersise routine @ 3K but rain poured non-stop so wad 2 do ah....? tak jd go, so slept 4 hlf hr then woke up n studied sej lo...depressing la...i seriously cant imagine myself being cooped up in my room wholeday nxt yr cos of spm...i'll pengsan la! but wad 2 do....tho end yr exm d, im stil failing most of d readin subs(DAM U ADD MATHS!). so nd 2 reali buck up lo durin hols....if x sure hv my work cut out 4 me nxt yr.....:(