I really feel like crying right about now. Why can't I just be like everyone else who knows what's good for them -----> education is the key to our future. I know that too, I mean I want to be a psychologist for goodness sake!!!! Sorry I melanggar the 2nd commandment, but I'm just really frustrated & angry with myself!!!! :s I DON'T want to become a 'princess' or a spoilt brat(I'm hoping I'm not one already)that gives in so easily to my whims & fancies! Sadly, my heart has a mind of its own...which I'm desperately trying not to listen to. I don't know, but I get the feeling that my heart controls my mind sometimes? Thus, I know that I have truly madly deeply hurt my loved ones a hell lot. And I'm sorry, from the bottom of my broken heart, I'm sorry.

I know sometimes the words I say & the conclusions I jump to hurts more than Simon Cowell's criticism. I'm trying my utmost best to change that. I don't mean half the poisonous comments I say, and yet I say it without thinking....but when I notice the change in your expression or the hurt in your eyes, I know that I have truly hurt you. I apologise sincerely with every fiber of my being. Don't let people push your buttons cos u have every right to be on this earth as them losers!!!!!

Sheesh damn frustrated with form 5 life now. Oh how I will SPM to be over & done with ASAP!!!! *sighs

till next time,denise ;
Thursday, March 13, 2008;